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Again, this is a night for my... PAPERS! What else, right? At least for now, the bulk has been less than before but the thought of fatigue has always been the same. I usually think that I have given more than enough  and that I deserve to take a break. Of course that is true but I tend to think that way more often than I should. 

This semester, when I have something to do, I tell myself, "You poor little child. You've been through a lot the past hours. Have a rest please." Unsurprisingly, my id has been consistently convincing lately. I sleep even though I just meant nap. I intend to wake up an hour after but still I wake up five hours later, thus giving me an hour or two to do those papers before I go on duty~ and this is the part I hate the most. CRAMMING. This is my major problem as of now because I know I could do better. I blame my lack of motivation and the sense of fatigue for this but fortunately, I am not supposed to lament about that for now. 

I just found this inspiring photo on Facebook and I want this to constantly remind me of what I should have done and should be doing NOW. It adds a little touch for me because this is from Lenovo and apparently I use Lenovo. I have been using my Lenovo for more than two years and it seems even him (because I consider my laptop masculine) wants me to be motivated. 


I hope it inspires you too. :) 




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